huaarrggghhh

June 1, 2012 • 1 note

every time i get a headache or a pain in my head, i get really scared

yeah sure, it could definitely be a normal migraine coming on

but it always reminds me of when i had meningitis

where i went blind in one eye for a few weeks

where one side of my body would go numb and i couldn’t do anything

where the pain was so intense that i couldnt keep any food down and the world was always spinning

where i had to drop all of my classes and disappear from civilized life so that i could go through intensive treatment in isolation. everyone had to wear masks if they came into my room… one of the few things i actually remember from this

i really dont want to go through this again, but these headaches always make me remember

…even now i’m still having problems with cognitive memory and reflexes

this is probably not something you guys want to know or really care to know

oh well.

June 1, 2012

and then i waited for metro 2033 to finish downloading so i could check this shit out

and then maybe drown people out for a while

yep

…maybe ill give amnesia another shot

June 1, 2012

i wish i could write music and lyrics…

maybe play the piano better

…i have a huge craving to learn new music

hrnnggghhh

i can just stick to disney or whatever for now ha HA

June 1, 2012

SCREAMS WHY ARE YOU SUCH A DICKHOLE SKELETON KING

JUST DIEEEEEEEEEE

June 1, 2012

Here’s some stuff for HSO’s team PBJ

hope you guys like it :o)

(yes i’m participating! nyehehe)

May 31, 2012 • 3 notes • jen0v4

jen0v4:

So sugoi

i think this was my favorite picture of me from fanime ahaha

those ears were pretty wild

and makes my cal a little more creepy, methinks

May 31, 2012

there are so many things i will never understand

and in some ways, i don’t really want to

in others, i want to be able to understand enough that i could give things a try

unfortunately, my brain and thought processes cannot seem to wrap themselves around these subjects

hm

May 31, 2012

so instead of drawing pink dicks and other entirely immature things on people’s pages through goggles

i should probably work on those banners, huh?

i have lineart done, if thats any sort of consolation

May 30, 2012 • 9,223 notes • deadsoviets

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deadsoviets:

Huh, this is a really interesting idea, actually. It’s like Amnesia, only you play as a 2-year-old. I definitely think the limitations and advantages of a young child, applied to a horror game… have the potential to make it terrifying.

CRIES

I can’t WAIT for this

I love these kind of games. And it’s such an interesting perspective! 8)

OMG THIS IS COOL I WANT THIS

I WANT IT